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The Los Angeles Diaries
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Charles Constant
- Length: 4 hrs and 58 mins
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Plagued by the suicides of both his siblings, heir to alcohol and drug abuse, divorce and economic ruin, James Brown lived a life clouded by addiction, broken promises and despair. In The Los Angeles Diaries, he reveals his struggle for survival, mining his past to present the inspiring story of his redemption. Beautifully written and limned with dark humor, these 12 deeply confessional, interconnected chapters address personal failure, heartbreak, the trials of writing for Hollywood, and the life-shattering events that finally convinced Brown that he must "change or die".
In "Snapshot", Brown is five years old and recalls the night his mother "sets fire to an apartment building down the street," an act that splinters the family, later leading to their destruction. In "The Facts", he is a young writer and professor "afraid to step out of the darkness" and confront his double life as an addict. In "Daisy", Brown purchases a Vietnamese potbellied pig for his wife to atone for his sins, only to find himself engaged in a furious battle of man versus beast - with the pig's bulk growing in direct proportion to the tensions in his marriage.
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When Kerry Cohen reached her early 40s, she realized she had a drinking problem - just enough to blur the edges of her life that had become a monotony of working, carpooling the kids to school, and everyday distractions. What she also realized was that she wasn't the only one. Lush is a gripping memoir that examines Kerry's struggles with alcohol, a struggle that a rising number of middle-aged women are facing. Wonderfully poignant and relatable, Lush follows Kerry as she attempts to rediscover the awe in her life, leaving mistakes, regrets, and the bottle behind her.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Excellent Read
- By Amazon Customer on 09-22-18
By: Kerry Cohen
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Running in Circles
- A Memoir
- By: Eva Yin
- Narrated by: Sarah Mollo-Christensen
- Length: 6 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall3 out of 5 stars 8
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 7
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Story3 out of 5 stars 7
Eighteen-year-old Eva Yin is admitted into an ER in the San Francisco Bay Area for a serious blood infection - the souvenir of a missed shot of heroin. Barely recovered and against medical advice, she leaves the hospital for New York City only to end up homeless and facing prostitution and violence. Being a heroin addict is like running in circles. You run, and you run, and you end up exactly where you started.
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4 out of 5 stars
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worth reading
- By Sarah B. on 03-01-22
By: Eva Yin
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Suburban Junky
- From Honor Roll to Heroin Addict (Tenth Anniversary)
- By: Jude Hassan
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 5 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 5
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 5
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 5
Jude Hassan was an ordinary, all-American kid. He had two amazing parents who gave him everything, especially a loving home. At fourteen, Jude's family moved from their home in the city to a beautiful suburban town on the outskirts of St. Louis. Suddenly, Jude was faced with being the new kid for the first time in his young life. He struggled to find his way in his new surroundings but continued to make straight A’s and excel in sports. When a fellow student approached him about attending a party, he was apprehensive but eager to experience his first social gathering. Unfortunately, that ...
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5 out of 5 stars
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True Story
- By JAYDOGG on 04-20-24
By: Jude Hassan
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The Lost Years
- Surviving a Mother and Daughter's Worst Nightmare
- By: Kristina Wandzilak, Constance Curry
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber, Donna Postel
- Length: 7 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 252
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 225
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Story5 out of 5 stars 224
Kristina, the second of four children, begins by telling how a little sip of vodka sipped secretly at a party her parents were giving started her on a pathway to addiction. In that instant, alcohol became her pathway to comfort. Over the next eight years, she sank further into addiction, moving on to cocaine and methamphetamines. In telling her story, she gives a brutally honest description of her addiction and crimes.
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4 out of 5 stars
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well-written, accessible, with odd Narrator Choice
- By Daryl on 08-16-17
By: Kristina Wandzilak, and others
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Apology to the Young Addict
- A Memoir
- By: James Brown
- Narrated by: Charles Constant
- Length: 5 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 5
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 5
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Story5 out of 5 stars 5
Now 60 - with years of sobriety under his belt - and the father of three sons, James Brown writes about finding a new path in life, making peace with the family whose ghosts have haunted him, and helping the next generation of addicts overcome their disease. Opening with the tragic tale of an elderly couple consumed by opioid addiction and moving through the horrors of a Las Vegas massacre to the loss of a beloved sponsor, these essays draw on Brown's personal journey of recovery to illustrate how an individual life, in all its messiness and charm, can offer a blueprint for healing.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Looking Back to Live Forward
- By Dean Ramser on 04-09-20
By: James Brown
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American Drug Addict
- a memoir
- By: Brett Douglas
- Narrated by: Ryan Turner
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 607
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 546
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Story4 out of 5 stars 546
My name is Brett. I'm a college-educated man who was once a husband of 26 years with two children, three businesses, and a large home with an actual white picket fence. I'm also a drug addict. And I have a tale to tell. It's about the despair of addiction and the absolute certainty that it can be overcome. Recovery is not simply abstinence, but a process of growing up. I spent my entire life searching for the key to long-term sobriety. I would like to share with you what I have learned.
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2 out of 5 stars
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UGHHHH. NOOOO.
- By karen McCann on 09-29-18
By: Brett Douglas
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American Pain
- How a Young Felon and His Ring of Doctors Unleashed America's Deadliest Drug Epidemic
- By: John Temple
- Narrated by: Charlie Thurston
- Length: 10 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,346
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,205
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,200
American Pain chronicles the rise and fall of this game-changing pill mill and how it helped tip the nation into its current opioid crisis. The narrative, which swings back and forth between Florida and Kentucky, is populated by a diverse cast of characters.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Now I understand the problem
- By Amazon Customer in Sanford NC on 07-07-16
By: John Temple
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Everything Is Horrible and Wonderful
- A Tragicomic Memoir of Genius, Heroin, Love and Loss
- By: Stephanie Wittels Wachs
- Narrated by: Stephanie Wittels Wachs
- Length: 6 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 654
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 590
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 588
One phone call. That's all it took to change Stephanie Wittels Wachs's life forever.... Her younger brother Harris, a star in the comedy world known for his work on shows like Parks and Recreation, had died of a heroin overdose. How do you make sense of such a tragic end to a life of so much hilarious brilliance? In beautiful, unsentimental, and surprisingly funny prose, Stephanie Wittels Wachs alternates between her brother's struggle with addiction, which she learned about three days before her wedding, and the first year after his death, in all its emotional devastation.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Wow. This is the truest story I’ve read of the baffling heartbreak that is addiction robbing a close family of a genius...
- By A. S. on 03-31-18
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We've Got Tonight: The Life and Times of Notorious Groupie Alycen Rowse
- By: Alycen Rowse
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 16 hrs and 22 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 5
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Performance3.5 out of 5 stars 5
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 5
Told from behind rock and roll's most notorious blue eyes, We've Got Tonight is the true story from one of rocks most notorious and sought after groupies. Most notable as the woman with legendary Who bassist, John Entwistle, when he died, Alycen Rowse spent almost three decades backstage seducing some of the world's most desirable rockers. From the bed of David Lee Roth in 1984 to the wildest years with rock gods Metallica to the side of the stage during the infamous AC/DC death concert all the way through to the new millennium and into that infamous Las Vegas bed, Alycen will tell it like ...
By: Alycen Rowse
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The Bitter Taste of Dying
- A Memoir
- By: Jason Smith
- Narrated by: Paul Costanzo
- Length: 6 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 774
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 694
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 694
In his first book, author Jason Smith explores the depravity and desperation required to maintain an opiate addiction so fierce, he finds himself jumping continents to avoid jail time and learns the hard way that some demons cannot be outrun. While teaching in Europe, he meets a prostitute who secures drugs for him at the dangerous price of helping out the Russian Mafia; in China he gets his Percocet and Xanax fixes but terrifies a crowd of children and parents at his job in the process.
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5 out of 5 stars
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The Amazing Race on narcotics
- By Midwestbonsai on 07-07-16
By: Jason Smith
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Lost in Ghost Town
- A Memoir of Addiction, Redemption, and Hope in Unlikely Places
- By: Carder Stout
- Narrated by: Brian Hutchison
- Length: 8 hrs and 42 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 36
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 34
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 34
Dr. Carder Stout's clientele includes Oscar-, Golden Globe-, Emmy-, Tony- and Grammy-winners, best-selling authors, and billionaires. He may not be able to share their dark secrets, but for the first time, everyone will know his. At the age of 34, Carder would have gladly pawned the silver spoon he was born choking on for a rock of crack. His downfall was as swift as his privilege was vast - or had he been falling all along?
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5 out of 5 stars
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Dark and deep
- By Mr. Avid on 03-31-20
By: Carder Stout
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Saving Jake
- When Addiction Hits Home
- By: D'Anne Burwell
- Narrated by: Morgan Hallett
- Length: 9 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 122
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 107
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 107
D'Anne Burwell's smart, athletic son - raised in a loving and prosperous home - begins abusing OxyContin as a teenager, and within a year drops out of college, walks out of rehab, and lands homeless on the streets of Boulder. Struggling with fear, guilt, and a desperate need to protect her son, D'Anne grapples with her husband's anger and her daughter's depression as the family disease of addiction impacts them all. She discovers the terrifying links between prescription-drug abuse and skyrocketing heroin use.
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5 out of 5 stars
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An honest look at a mother’s journey into her son’s addiction battle
- By Amazon Customer on 07-16-20
By: D'Anne Burwell
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Last Call
- A Memoir
- By: Nancy L. Carr
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 6 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 2
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 2
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Story5 out of 5 stars 2
Memoir Synopsis “That evening I wanted to go to a teenage party, and I wanted to drink alcohol, the grownup beverage of choice, the potion glamorized on TV and in movies, the stuff the older cool kids were drinking every weekend. I wanted to be cool. I wanted to fit in. Whatever it took.” She was attractive, popular and determined to grow up in a hurry. How would she have known that at age thirteen, during her first teenage drinking party, her life would play out in such a way that it would rule her life decisions going forward? The handsome boys and pretty girls were guzzling a certain...
By: Nancy L. Carr
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Unwasted
- My Lush Sobriety
- By: Sacha Z. Scoblic
- Narrated by: Julie McKay
- Length: 6 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 146
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 124
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Story4 out of 5 stars 124
The single glass of wine with dinner... the cold beer on a hot day... the champagne flute raised in a toast... what I'd drink if Hunter S. Thompson wanted to get wasted with me... these are my fantasies lately. Too bad I've gone sober. When Sacha Z. Scoblic was drinking, she was a rock star; the days were rough and the nights filled with laughter and blackouts. Then she gave it up. She had to. Here are her adventures in an utterly and maddeningly sober world... and how she discovered that nothing is as odd and fantastic as life without a drink in hand.
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2 out of 5 stars
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Not good for audio
- By Cheri on 01-29-20
By: Sacha Z. Scoblic
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Momma Said Write a Book About It
- Memoirs of a Scapegoat
- By: Victoria S. Hardy
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 21 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 4
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Performance3.5 out of 5 stars 4
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 4
When you’re a scapegoat in an abusive household, the scapegoating doesn’t end when you turn 18. Author Dani Donnelly is just now finding this out at age 50, and she’s about to show the world through her memoirs how pervasively damaging an abusive home can be. Her lifelong narcissistic abuser, however, is taking unthinkable steps to put a halt to Dani’s plan. This novel is a chilling tale of survival.
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5 out of 5 stars
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great book, wish it had a real voice behind it
- By Jayme Paul on 02-02-24
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A Heart Without A Home
- A memoir about homelessness through the eyes of a young girl
- By: Nichole Carpenter
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 4 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 4
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Performance3.5 out of 5 stars 3
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 3
9-year-old Nichole and her parents are evicted from their home because both of her parents are addicted to heroin. With nowhere left to turn, they are now homeless. In order to survive they must dig through dumpsters, beg, and steal. While living on the streets, Nichole struggles to understand why people treat them differently.
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5 out of 5 stars
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The insight of the real challenges of day to day life of homelessness, especially for those with addictions.
- By Teresa Schroeck on 02-23-24
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- Bridget
- 06-21-22
Depressing
I knew the content was sad but it also said triumphant - I didn’t feel it. Maybe I’m insensitive to addiction but this story did a lot to justify it. I was waiting for a feeling of redemption that never came
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